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I thought of a lot of other things while writing too. This scene from Halt and Catch Fire (full screencaps), which speaks to the beating down that queer people are subjected to from very early in their lives. I thought of the plebiscite, which has left me feeling broken and bruised and wondering if those who are so vocally against understand how it feels to have a national debate on the validity of yourself. Writing this piece comes from a place of bravery – for some, it’ll confirm something that maybe people have thought for a long time but I’ve never said publicly in as many words. But lately, in many ways, the goings on, despite how painful they are, have been galvanising and made me consider maybe throwing away the final barriers of being totally uninhibited and proud. So, here it is (again). When something can speak this deeply, it’s a special thing worth talking about.
When I was leaving, I thought of one of the last lines in the film. After being presented with her trophy, Billie Jean briefly retreats to the locker room and cries, before reemerging, taking a moment on the sidelines before reentering. Her stylist and close friend Ted Tinling (Alan Cumming) finds her. His words have been said many times before, but can never be said enough. “I think you are maybe more ready than you know. Times change. You just changed them,” he says. “Someday, we’ll be free to be who we are. But for now, time to join the dance.”